candid

I'm sitting here hoping that inspiration will come. I really want to write, to have the words just come to me and I figured the best way to do that is to just jump right in.

However, I don't have a topic to write about just yet.

thinking...
                                  thinking...
                                                                           thinking...

There are only 3 things that come to mind and they are completely unrelated. But here we go.

I started decorating today. The first thing to go up was the infamous quote wall. Here's to another year of bright color and infinite wisdom. LOVE.

For future reference.
DO NOT leave your laundry in the washer for 2 days. I don't know if I should even be admitting that, but I knew that some of my scarves were missing and I could not find them anywhere in my apartment! So I went downstairs and sure enough, I had forgotten to check that one. Oops!

I've been listening to this song the past couple days and it's quite catchy.

"You said, remember that life is 

not meant to be wasted. We can always keep chasing the sun"

It just makes me think about happiness. About making your life what you want it to be. Chasing after your dreams, having fun, never giving up, and living life to the fullest. Making a plan and follow it to the ends of the earth. 

So there ya have it. Any post ideas would be well appreciated. 

I've been thinking about what I could write and I have this idea in my head of the kind of writer I want to be. But sometimes it's scary. Thinking about opening up, writing about all the discombobulated thoughts in my head, my feelings about life, goals, relationships, interests, being vulnerable. Yikes. It's quite frightening, but also quite thrilling. And then I try to rationalize it by saying that someone out there must feel the same way I do. It can't just be me. What if they're afraid to say what they're thinking too? What if I can help someone with an experience I share. 

So, who knows. This blog might take on a whole new tone. More candid, I suppose. And most importantly, maybe, just maybe I'll find myself. The words on the page will help define me, help me to realize who I am and who I want to be. It's a journey, but I'm sure it'll be a fun one. 

Here's to new beginnings. Only 6 more days until my first day of junior year. And tomorrow, majority of all my new freshman friends will move in. 

A new adventure is on its way.