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It's All About Balance

September 4, 2011
It amazes me how I feel like I have no time to get everything done that I need to. Still making the adjustment from summer where I had ample time to keep up on both school and play. There's obviously a lot more homework with more classes, I'm spending more time in class, I have an hour commute (that sounds funny haha!) and I still want to have time to hang out with people and just have time to relax. It's impossible! My room was always spotless this summer and now it's always a disaster. I really need to get my priorities straight and get a good schedule going. The walk is really a killer...I always get distracted and want to go visit all my friends in Helaman and that just delays everything. Not good!

I also try to avoid Wyview as much as possible. I know it sounds horrible but you would do the same thing if you were the ONLY freshman. Tell me how Wyview is majority freshman and I'm the lucky one to be put in with all the upperclassmen. Not fair! And I love my bishopbric but all the boys are RMs! It's definitely not what I was expecting. Everyone is so mature and serious and half of them already know each other and I just don't fit in at all. I mean it wouldn't be that hard to talk to people but I just don't really want to. I would much rather be in a freshman ward where it's all new to everyone and they are all excited and it's just a party but it's okay. I'll just make the best out of the situation.

One thing I know for sure is that there will be NO serious dating or ANY talk of marriage. That's all they talk about at church and it's super awkward. I'm not even 19 yet! They are making all the boys go on at least one date a week and they said they don't want anyone getting married this semester but they are definitely looking forward to it next semester. I'll probably just go hide under a rock so no one knows I'm here.

However, there are some VERY attractive young men on campus and I wish I was friends with all of them! But sadly, I just see them in passing and I never get to talk to them :(
1 comment on "It's All About Balance"
  1. this is awesome. I remember being in this exact place. :)

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